Alone I sit on the shore,
Not for the first time
Not for the last.
In my head lay a thirst
Even the very ocean before me cannot quench
My shattered dreams once again have lead me
To this place of solitude,
The place to shed all tears
Sitting on the sand with the heaven above me
I begin to feel the tugging of my soul
I feel the pain of the reality I have run from once more
Here I sit, alone once more asking forgiveness
And seeking the one I once held dear
I hold his memory strong, yes my love for him goes on
Yet his presence on earth is no more
Life is so unkind to rob me of one I loved all my life
And now on the shore all alone,
I find this place more a comfort than a home
And I sit here wishing to be whole once more
I dry my own tears now
And I search for your soul, once again...
And dreaming when one day I will be with you again......
In Memorandum of My father,
April 21, 1947-August 7, 1987